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Tuesday, May 22, 2012
pain
sakit hati,geram,marah,kecewa,sedih,xpus hati,tertekan, sume perasaan bercampur baur..xkeruan jadinye..xtau nk lepas kat sape..ase nk pergi satu tempat jauh2..duk sorang2..tenangkan diri..sebab ase kosong sgt..benci pon ade..nak type kat blog neh pon asyik silap aje..nampak sgt da kena makan ubat..da tahap kronik da neh..xlama neh migrain la aku..hurmmm ;'/
bertabahlah..
sy xde org yang ley saya mengadu bile perlu,,dan saya adalah manusia yg rugi tidak dapat mencari seorang sahabat pon...;(..tapi xpe..kalau sy xrase sume neh..saya xakan matang..be positive thinking..saya boleh hidop sendiri.!!.xpe..suatu hari nanti Allah pasti akan temukan sy dgn orang yang betol..;')
berpijak pada realiti
bulan 7 neh genap 22 tahun..i have become more mature girl than before.i can feel it.Alhamdulillah.thanks you Allah. bila da matured neh, kita harus lebih realistik dengan masa hadapan.perlu bertegas dengan diri sendiri..u need to carry on ur life independent.. he's not here with me..he is busy ;(
i am sorry
actually sy xnak susahkan si dia..sy tau dia banyak keja..sy yang kena paham..kalau boley saya xnak pon jumpa dia..tpi xtau la..knapa sy lemah sgt..ape yg sy tau sy perlukan dia..rasa macam xkeruan..seriusly igt boley jumpa dia..pilunye bile harapan xtercapai..hanya air mata yang menemani di sisi..i just need to fixed myself so that im not too depend on him about everything..coz i have to accept.he is not angel that can alway be there when i need him..i just need to go on with my life..even it is painful..
it is ok
it is ok when people try ditch u when u r weak, even the most kind person will ignore u..only Allah that really here besides u..the ONE that give u strength and help even when i am weak..even when i face lots of trouble, at the end i can manage to handle that...Alhamdulillah thank you Allah for alway be with me even i am a bad person..;') i will be strong..help me Ya ALLAH..
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