i am sorry

actually sy xnak susahkan si dia..sy tau dia banyak keja..sy yang kena paham..kalau boley saya xnak pon jumpa dia..tpi xtau la..knapa sy lemah sgt..ape yg sy tau sy perlukan dia..rasa macam xkeruan..seriusly igt boley jumpa dia..pilunye bile harapan xtercapai..hanya air mata yang menemani di sisi..i just need to fixed myself so that im not too depend on him about everything..coz i have to accept.he is not angel that can alway be  there when i need him..i just need to go on with my life..even it is painful..