YA ALLAH kuatkan kakngah..bantu lah aku yang sentiasa lupa dan lalai

aku pernah dengar satu kata2 mutiara mengatakan..orang yang paling malang adalah orang yang tidak boley mencari walau seorang sahabat..buat masa ini...aku ase aku la manusia malang tuh..hurm..bila dah besar dan terdedah kepada dunia luar, lagi banyak dugaan yang..mungkin Tuhan turunkan ujian sebab nak cuci dosa kita yang terlampau banyak..salah kakngah sendiri..sesungguhnya penderitaan ini xtahu ada penghujungnya atau tidak..aku hanya mampu berserah,,aku hanya manusia yang lemah..xboley ke dorang layan aku normal je..i hate going to class n meet the same person everyday but din give any feeling good me,futhermore make me sad and lonely..im not their friend,im just their classmate.so snobbish look at me like u r the princess and diva..hate to be in that place..really wana that kind 0f life end..i wana meet my family..i hope they still luv me..it just like i din know how to live and capture people heart anymore.it just like verything that interested in me is gone.dissapear. theres nothing left for me.is that because of myself??
i dunno..hurmmm
i need spirit.spirit that make me stronger even the thousand people hate n against me.i need that spirit badly.i dun wana be  weak person.i wana be a strong person!!n move a head without give a glimpse the back!!yeah!!!1..i wana that spirit..save me YA ALLAH  :(

bw sttrong

“You must be strong now. You must never give up. And when people make you cry and you are afraid of the dark, don't forget the light is always there.”

Ya Allah

ari2 xde mood..semangat asyik ilang..Tuhan beri aku petunjuk dan kekuatan..selamat kan lah aku dari kelemahan diri ku sendiri dan kejahatan manusia yg laen

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everything u do effect me so heavily that i could stand along..i wish that..i dunno...

yawwwww

if u wana move on do it urself..nobody can help to change ur life,even ur beloved one!!!!!!!!!so make it easy for u!!!!!

i want you...

i just need ur attention..so i will do anything..so that u will notice me..

nobody can help me

struggle to fight myself, my desire, my stupid behaviour, my bad attitude..i hate myself so much..i even cant manage to handle myself..n i couldnt help myself..
dunno what shud i do in midterm..seems like everyone is sleep..n i had no time to study..bcos i wasting my time so much..and tomoro i got two lab,,n obviously i had no time to understang all the topic..especially the subject thaT really i dun like..i just feel like i wana move on..GOD plis help me..:(...i am sori for everything..im a bad2 girl...